It slipped out

I dont know how it started and it seems it never end. Im going around in circles trying to figurte it out as I go.
I enjoy listening to you breathing...
I know is so much more tan simple w o r d s
is so much more than thoughts I know.
how to handle such dificult situations?
I try to restart over and over again and some how I end up crawling back to where I was when it all started.
It seems like it was meant to be, meant to happend, meant to fail like always, but this time is sort of different... or at least I try to fool myself to think it is.
So tell me, am I wrong?
and if you know the answer to this question, how are you able to tell?
Just go with the flow, go with it
it makes much more sense than trying to calculate every single step you are about to take only to avoid what you know for a fact that is bound to happend.
But dont worry, your secret's safe with me, Ill hold on to it until you know which way to turn.
This whole room is upside d o w n for your comfort, that way things will seem different.
But we cant forget it, and I was afraid we couldn't until the end
if theres ever one.