How I remember

Maybe the next time I look out my window the sky wont look as pale as your face did the last time I saw you... When I said my goodbyes and you treated me like a pice of dirt stuck in your shoe, walking all over me.
I still cant breathe trying to forget the taste of your lips running all over my skin choking me, piercing my thoughts and skin...
Thats how I remember love
Your eyes, lips, hands on my knee, your perfume driving me insane and your poinson in me.
So I trusted you, and I cant help but wonder if I was making any sense when I gently closed my eyes and felt your mouth taking away my everything and building a new insecure shield around me
Thats how I remeber love
And when you had me right where you wanted
defenseless, broken, desperate,bruised
you took it all away
every single thing you faked
every gentle touch, smile...  
every fucking kiss
everything I believed in when I fell inlove with you
so you turned your back on me
leaving me on the floor, bleeding my heart out
begging you
and thats how I remember love